I’ve been going back and forth with what I want out of this life I’m living and I find myself completely unsure of the answer to that question.
I know I want to live intentionally. I want my happiness to radiate effortlessly and unapologetically. And, I want to genuinely be free from the things I have no control over whilst making changes to the things I can.
It seems I’ve gotten caught up in a whirlwind of some sort–an identity crisis to say the least.
I’ve been struggling to find the path that leads me to serving my purpose. Shit like that tends to happen when you allow people to taint your soul and strip you of your peace and self-worth, huh?
I’m teaching myself how to actually protect my peace and not just talk about it, ya know? I’m no longer fostering relationships that don’t add value to my life. Lastly, I can no longer exert my precious time and energy on people who don’t deserve or respect it.
I am mentally, emotionally and physically exhausted with everything. Since we’re being transparent here, this is probably one of the worst, most overwhelming feelings I have ever felt.
I sometimes feel like I’m dying inside. Like I’m losing my fire and passion for life because I keep allowing negativity into my safe space. The thought of being depleted in such a way terrifies me.
Truth be told, I never imagined my mid-twenties being such an uncertain time, yet here I am…uncertain as hell.